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"Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out.Everything I do and everything I try never turns out".

there once was a girl

she moved a total of 5 times

she has a mom and a dad

she lives with her mom

she wants to live with her dad

there is too much arguing

she wants and needs to get out

one night she choose a fatal decison

everyone misses that girl

i did get married and now live in england. We are very happy together and this is and was the choice of the holy spirit .As i could never in a milliion years ever found love like this. As a human. We have been together 1 year and 3 months. currently� I'm now going through immigration agin. This time for a spouses visa to give me permission to work here and live here for 2 years as a wife and the identy card. It has been in the hands of imigration for 2 months with all the required paperwork and we are still waiting to hear from them but i believe i will recie it soon. As i have not been allowed to even do volunteer work or any work yet my gorgeous husband is paying for everything and the burden that is being placed on him is not easy at all.But today as we have in the past we wait in faith. Hoping soon it will come and then the job of finding work will begin. and in the future after we get permission for me to wrok i also plan on doing volunteer work as well. im not sure yet what type of job to look for . or weather or not i should look for part time or full tiem. We travel alot to �a different city to visit realitives. We enjoy �our family and friends and we enjoy the travel as well. also i have taken up belly dance ,yoga ,for excersize and have lost about 38 lbs or �from 12 stone to 9 stone in english weight from 165 lbs to 126 in american weight. I �have learned new reciepes and enjoy cooking as well. we have so much in common . we watch the same tv. shows we both are big fans of csi,gardners world, and coast. my favorite is hairy bikers(they are chefs and it is a cooking program). �faith. and love are the best blessings that i have been given and we are very happy. i dont know what is going on with you �and yours. i pray for everyone who reads this that they also be blessed with happiness,love and faith the way i have been. �have a brillent �wonderful day

�Lately I've been really down and depressed. I haven't been able to find good things to take interesting pictures of. I've been kind of discouraged in the whole "photography" part of my life. There's other people on dA who have much better art and pictures than me. Why can't I be as good?

Please,

just stand by my side,

hold me, and take me into the night.

Please don't make me cry.

The others have hurt me,

broken burdens,

short and hurtful,

no mistaking,

this life is always reshaping.

So please,

don't make me cry.

I want to trust you,

as you do me,

but some times it's just not that easy.

hold me and take me into the night.

I don't want to cry.

Because with you,

I've got the biggest smile on my face,

me hands in the right place.

So please,

Don't make me cry.

KL

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suspended. hahah tipped a bin full of leaves on someone.

gt kicked out of childcare class.

missing ki & felix.

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lol. stay home and clean up, :

holidays this weeek yewwwwww. :)

party friday ?